Man, how fast life changes. I don’t even know what to say. This past month has really forced me to change a lot. It has forced me to think about how I speak, think, act, and trust. I have had to curb the course language that this university had allowed me this year. I have had to change my thoughts from being a single being to working as part of a team with K, and keep up with my friends. I have had to think about how physically close I am to K and what my actions say anytime. It has forced me to trust in God that when he brought K to me that he would understand my motives behind my thoughts, actions, and stories. This all came to a head when once again I was thinking about everything in the shower. Once again God’s knowledge made me both inspired and curl into a ball and never show my face again. I have been such an idiot. God revealed to me that I am allowing fear of what MIGHT come in the future to ruin what could be good right now. This is mainly about dating K, but also in the things I speak, and how I act. I have a chance to change all of these things and make something better of myself. I found this hugely encouraging and intend not to waste this chance. I ask for continued prayer and will have faith that God has set his angels around to you bless and protect you.
